Some feelings about things in life...

I have often been wondering why life happens the way it happens, its kind of like you can't really explain it but just watch it go by. I have been thinking alot about why certain people die before others and wouldn't it be nicer if you actually all went to heaven at the same time instead of being sad that only certain people die at certain times. Why wouldnt families just go together, but then when would it end, its kinda like we are all linked some how. Just the way that it all works is wierd, and its kinda annoying. I have also been thinking about the fact that if we never died then when would it stop, the over population would their be a limit to how many people could actually be on the earth at one time, or would you never be able to have kids or your kids have kids? Its just amazing that you could never actually find out. Another note, if you could know when and how you were going to die would you want to know? Would you live your life any different, or would it make you feel that it was closer everyday and you would sulk in the fact? I keep playing all of these feelings and thoughts in my head and it makes me mad that I will never have any control over any of the unknown. One question I would have for God is why would you take children and young people over these dangerous people here on earth, why not give the kids a chance? Why make them stuffer and what is it for a life lesson, but when its all said and done, do we actually ever get over the feeling of missing some one you love and you wish you could love forever. I just look at all of these criminals and think wow what a waste of space and air, why not take them out of this world to let others who are great live? I don't know why I am thinking these thoughts, maybe because it kills me to see family and friends mourn the loss of the ones they love, and there is nothing you can do about it. You just sit there and tell them it will get easier, but how do you know, will it really or thats just what you have heard from dr's or people that have been through these kind of things in their life, or do we just walk around numb? Are we just waiting our turn to finally be with our loved ones again? Baffling and frustrating.