Saturday, March 6, 2010

I was wondering where time goes?

It feels like time is flying by, I just talked about Christmas and now wow, March is here. The weather is warming up, the kids can play outside, and the grass is starting to turn green (kind of, maybe its in my head). I am so excited for the day that Jaycee can spar in Tae Kwon Do, and to watch Amayas little dance recital. My kids remind me everyday that I am not getting any younger and that they are always growing and getting older . Can time just stop so we can enjoy each other and the moment? I look on the news and I wonder what their little world will be like when they are older. Its amazing how much happens in one day, if time stopped for a moment would everyone stop too? Would we take the time to tell someone we loved them or just watch and amire what awesome people are around us? I just don't ever want my loved ones to feel one ounce of pain, if I could endure everything just to take it away from one of them I would. If I could change the world I would, if I could wipe these monsters off the face of the earth I would, just to make sure that we are all okay. I hate hearing that people are dead because others don't know how to be humanly acceptable in this world, I only have one question Why? I can't understand how you can hurt someone and not feel remorseful. How can you kill another human being and walk away? When you are being sentenced to death, how can you sit there and show no emotion, or say that you are not guilty? Do you have a conscience? I am for the death penalty but not for how long it takes, if you are guilty and you get the death sentence, I believe it should be within 24 hrs, and boom your gone. Why is it that when the government does cuts they want to take it away from education? Have you not ever thought about getting rid of these worthless people already in Prison and kill them, that would save a ton of money. Why would you think about cutting the kids from learning? Me, I guess it will never make sence the reason somethings happen and others don't. I want this world to be a wonderful place for our kids and kids kids. I want to walk down the street and not have to worry about checking my back because anything can happen. I want my kids to be able to play outside by themselves without having to worry that some dispictful predator is watching them. I want life to be easy and the events that happen are good and fun to listen to and talk about. I have so much fun with my friends and family they are my life, everything revolves around them and I wish that I never have to sit here and write that something happens to them ever! I sit here and read others blogs and think wow I hope that I never have to feel like that or experience what they are going through. Life is never predictable, you just kind of go with the flow. I am trying to make myself be a better person everyday, to help people in need, to comfort a crying child, to make the pain go away, to make someone smile just because I am being myself. I do ask that all of you beautiful, wonderful people in this world do the same, take time for others and to make it a better place. If we can't rely on eachother, who else do we have?